Thursday, 9 July 2009

-dulu & sikaram-



owh. stadi bnyk sgt. so. pk pon bnyk......

ingt dulu2...how i miss those time..those moments..~

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dulu :: time tadika..nak g skola. mama pkikan tudung..xjd xpe.
skarang :: tudung tu penting. tudung x jd. mood pon xbrape jugak la kot.pompuan~

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dulu :: time skola. kecik2. balik skola. abah ambik.
skarang:: balik kelas. kene naik tram. kalo panas sngt. naik tramco. penat!

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dulu :: time form 1, mrm yt- besut -> evryweek abah dtg. xpon balik umah. mest jmpe nye abah tiap2 mngu.

skarang :: jumpe abah staun skali.

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dulu :: form 2 kat MJSCK.LIPIS. miss that time. when i rarely speak to others in the class. ak ponteng kelas. ponteng surau. fly. masok JDM. kene suspend smggu. ahh. bende biase dak2 nakal slalu buat. owh br ingt. rupenye ade gak time ak senyap. alhamdulillah. xcampur ngan org sgt. campur pon ngan geng2 ak je. 6 org time tu. isk~......time ni.. jamal je slalu dtg kaco ak lam kelas. hmm. that's him. slalu dtg m'gedik2 ngan ak!


skarang :: sore cam speaker. xyah cakap ah bising tu. isk~ what the hell is wrong wif me~..ponteng kelas??haram x buat!!insaf dah. dah besar ni... + its very diff now that i dont have him rite here wif me. always there for me. yet ak dah buat dye sdeyh. sory2..=(


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dulu :: i'm no diff with others. ppl used to talk to me as usual. smtimes ppl even didn't notice me.suke!!! my precious moments.

skarang :: some ppl refuse to sit beside me in lectures (cth :: ala. takot la duk sbelah dak pndai!). itsdifferent. the way they treat me..ppl don't get me.. when i said (ssh la exam td. xleh jawab.).. n ppl said (eleh. tipu. xnak caye kau..).woo..heart attack!..its hurt la weyh. sdeyh. when i said it.then i really mean it. what make us different???. 4flat???am i wrong for being 4 flatter. hate it! kadang tu xrase pon nak dpt 4 flat. ish x baek. bersyukur. atleast dpt rase. even once...tp x best lansung dpt sensorang. siyes. xleh share. xsuke mende yg xleh share nih. x happening.~

naah. its alrite now. ade yg memahami. thats more than enough. plg bnyk pressure mase exam sem lepas. so., sem lepas maen je bnyk. last2 result turun. then dah kurang layanan pelik dr org ramai. haha~=))..

the other side of me :: hate it. rsult turun. abah sdeyh. so berusahe!!

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dulu :: kat MJSCPC. xdpt signature warden nak balik umah?uish reka sdiri je.=D..ape ssh.
miss that time when ppl mind their own business..
and miss jugak. time fly tiap2 ar beli nasi haikal (sbb x mkn kat dewan makan.kotor!)...
miss that time when i don't really need to care about others. form 5. senior! when ppl respect us. and we led the way. yeahh~

skarang :: respect senior- its a must!!they're more like sisters..esp kak nadia.heheh=D
fly??xde kot istilah ni. pagar pon xde nk pnjat. nak mnyelit.
nasi haikal?owh. not available here.. waa.. mengidam.
n here..ppl do care..about....evrything~

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dulu :: kat ikip. sume malu2 lg. (beta :: awak. tu buku kite.)..alep pon xbrape nak bising lg=P[maaf alep. name anda disebut]. rambut dak laki pon pendek2 lagi. rambut dak skola. bosan2 g megamall..tgk wayang rattaoulie(betol ke spelling nih] ramai2. midnite movie konon. tido je lam wayang. haha.

skarang :: malu2??ish xde dah kot. kmunikasi dah berkesan.iA. alep dah kecoh!!haha..tp orait je alep. be urself. rambut???uish mcm2 gaye. nak ckp sorang2??penat kot...=D.
nak tgk movie?? em. ppl get busy..ok. mind ur own business ena!.

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dulu :: 1st year kat alex. miss nie.. bile praktikal ar khamis je bnyk sket. ar laen boleyh balik awal. xpenah pon kene stay libry, solat kat surau.
suke time 1st year bile xknal sume org lg. dak lam kelas pon xleh nk cam lg..org pon xknal ak lg. xpasan pon ak wujud kot.so jumpe leh wat dunno. sbb kekadang konfius dye nih 2nd year ke. 1st year ke.lol~
suke jugak. bile balik bilik kat hostel. xyah pk tenet ade ke x. laju ke. putus ke. ade post baru ke x. sbb tenet mmg xde pon!! n dat time. xstart bersosial on9 lg kat egypt ni. emm..


skarang :: tiap2 ar hectic..ar isnin ngan ahad je kot jadual free sket. kalo x, praktikal smpai petang. balik penat. nak pk sal tenet lg. on da way balik naek tram. mcm2 pk. kalo tenet xde. down lg.=(. kalo ade alhamdulillah.
xbest sbb ppl getting to know each other. lg x best bile org knal kite sbb result. hate it!!so jumpe xleh wat dunno. at least senyum ena. smile=)!!

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dulu :: bile nak exam. risau sbb takot fail ke. terok ke.

skarang :: lg risau dgn pressure dr org skeliling. [xnk explain.phm sdiri]

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dulu :: dapat result kire B

skarang :: dapat result kire A. maju~.haha.

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dulu :: kat ostel xde makanan. duet pon xbape nak bnyk nk mkn luar.

skarang :: balik umah muke gembira. mknn bnyk. bleh masak. kalo xde mknn. no hal. mcD jom!!.eh x. stendet dak gam'ah..makan abu rabie..(rite mekti??).haha
[mlepas nk mkn abu rabie ar nih. xpe lah sneakers je pon jadi.]
eh. boikot eh??
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dulu :: sume ade kat umah lg. best!. kuar mkn ramai2. shopping. picnic.

skarang :: sume bz dah. abg ngah keje Kl. kimie nak g jepun. kakti duk edin. kida keje KB. eji skola jaoh. n i'm stuck in here.=(

[ but the fact that sek2 awok nih g holiday time sy duk sini. not fair!!nok ikut~]


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dulu :: ok. relax. cool.



skarang :: too much too take. serabut. but its still better as long as kawan2 yg best ade. =). thanxs guys. eh jgn lupa kak nadia yg slalu ingt saye. thanxs jugak.

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owh. smalam hepy ttbe dpt call dr dil si chanteq. bosan katenye. haha.
yeay~ ade gak org sudi call ak time bosan. suke=). thanxs dil.
btw. dil ni salah sorang mgsa ak gak time ak bosan dulu2. ;)

ok dah! post amat pnjang nih. ishk!










mood :: haih. wish to rewind my life..nak tgk balik canne dulu2..
music :: lastprophets - last train home [ala. berat ati nak ckp ni. tp mcm best pulak lg nih =P]


act ni post ni dikarang smalam. but i complete it today. xsempat nk completekan smalam. bacteria kacau

n...well. sometimes i do think dat ppl around me. freaking weird. n he said. it's u. not them. shh, keep it secret. ;)
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~lysergdiethel~

16 comments:

  1. buleh A dh essei awok nih..bgs2..
    btw..like it..n love 2 hear bout pc's life..=]

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  2. haha. sek pC!!.~
    boleyh A eh? alhamdulillah.=)

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  3. sikaram? haha..~ stesen tram eyh.

    oit. this writing really bring bck memory.
    xdop ore nk duk sblh mg? erm.. prasey. p loni laen dh kei. xpo2..xsoh caro na. p xsdak kei gtu. siyey ko mg.

    sggup g mke kt haikal. kdi bodo padey. =)

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  4. haha. eh ns haikal sdap.:D
    mg laen la.lapa mok wak mari mknnn.
    umoh tu jaley kaki sapa.haha~nawok ah tu.

    yeahrite. sikaram. ingt pah loni. =D

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  5. wahahhahaha~
    aq knl ko sbb keboloxan mu~~~
    xDDDDDDD

    cian ko ekkk??
    x per ar..
    aq tgk ko sbb...sbb ko pendek..
    wahahahahhaa~
    alamk tbuat jht lak time2 exm nie...
    mintak maap awk..
    hehehehe~

    ape2 pon...b urself..*winkes*

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  6. uish.powerpuffgirl!!
    ayat mmg power lah...
    haha~

    yela2. be myself.
    thanxs.=)

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  7. "ppl don't get me.. when i said (ssh la exam td. xleh jawab.).. n ppl said (eleh. tipu. xnak caye kau..)" hehe ena.. sometime i feel the same thing.lagi sedih bila ada org ckp annoying bila dgr kita ckp cmtu. how do i wish people to understand that im just a normal ordinary student..sometime we feel bad, rite ena! nway, keep fighting! exam tinggal beberapa hari je..jgn tensen2. success is waiting...go ena go!

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  8. aku :: em sdeyh.=(..tp part mane tu??

    kak nadieya :: eyt. betol tu.=)thanxs akak.. ye. akak pon. stadi!!jgn wat post lg. haha~

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  9. "ppl don't get me.. when i said (ssh la exam td. xleh jawab.).. n ppl said (eleh. tipu. xnak caye kau..)"

    biasala tue....so, next tyme, apa kata, bila org tnye camne ngn exam, mu jwb camnie, " exam td xtau la sng ke x, tp jwpn tu dr je tau btul salah, aku buat y terbaik ak mmpu"

    bru lps ni org xkn cakp lg...InsyaALLAH...
    this word r from my dad....huhuhu...

    gudluck anat...

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  10. aha,ko nih ena,sedap nyer mulut,ahhaha,:P
    :P..haha

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  11. ceyt. cam biase je kot.=P
    betol la kan. ala alep cam x biase. haha~

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  12. sedey bace hok yg mase form 1. =(
    hik. same lah. ari2 ayah ambek. ari2 balek umah.
    skang? nak ayah......... =(

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  13. nami ::huhu. nok gop.
    eh nik taufik. xingt oyak thanxs.

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