A little peek inside here.

09:36 a.m (GMT +8)


Bismillahirrahmanirrahim. ,

aaa..dh lama x menulis.
so much things to sayy.
where and how should I begin.

hmm.. I'll begin with me., now no longer a student. alhamdulillah. i completed my 6years study in medicine about 2months ago.
now im in malaysiaa! whoahh. so good to be home.
no longer GMT +2.

but somehow i miss egypt. i miss safandi. i miss chilly cold weather during winter. T.T not to forget all those handsome surgeons. esp Dr Mohamad Atef. ehem. heheh. :D *he's married.

ok. that is all what i wanna sayy for now. to write again is a lil bit awkward for me. will have new update soon! \m/






mood :: so so
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~lysergdiethel®~

:)

11.46 a.m


I understand now. when good things come to their end. meaning that those arent good things at all.or maybe those things will not do you any good if you keep it any longer. yess.! that's true.
Now I need to let go of something which seems good to me. but actually NOT. i mean not for this moment and time. maybe soon.! that time will come. if you believe. and have faith in HIM. :)
Allah knows best. while you know not.!







 ~lysergdiethel®~

soon! or very soon?!

23.26 p.m



who knows.?! Allah knows.
and He is the best planner! :)


may Allah eases our way. ameen.





mood ::
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history.

05.12a.m ::


you both remind me of my tale. a story which is untold.

yesterday is history.

and history is miles away.

so i'll leave it all behind me.

i won't let it reminds me of that dayy.

because you.are.history.

the hardest part is forgetting.

but let's take a walk into todayy.

And don't let our past get in the wayy.

Allah knows what's best for us.

why not smile.?! 

so everybody wins. :)

This is Saif. he is an egyptian boy. we met in Madrid. i wish i have his smile. :)

mood ::
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syaitan bukan ketua.

05.32 a.m ::






" Dan setan berkata ketika perkara (hisab) telah diselesaikan, "Sesungguhnya Allah telah menjanjikan kamu janji yang benar, dan aku pon telah menjanjikan kepadamu tetapi aku menyalahinya. Tidak ada kekuasaan bagiku terhadapmu, melainkan (sekadar) aku menyeru kamu lalu kamu nematuhi seruanku, oleh sebab itu janganlah kamu mencerca aku, tapi cercalah dirimu sendiri. Aku tidak dapat menolongmu, dan kamu pon tidak dapat menolongku. Sesungguhnya aku tidak membenarkan perbuatanmu mempersekutukan aku (dengan Allah) sejak dahulu." Sungguh, orang yang zalim akan mendapat siksaan yang pedih. [14:22]


kalau ikut setan.. boleh mintak tolong dia kurangkn azab nnt?! Setan pon tau janji Allah itu benar. KITA?!











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thousand wishes..

18.34 p.m 

happy birthdayy adib. tua dahh. :P

may Allah showers you with all the happiness and blessings. also all the goodlucks!


beautiful evening at Latino's Cafe. rse cam xnak balik jaa. hehe.

mood :: music :: ~lysergdiethel®~

could this be our last breath?!

06.56 a.m

Death will come upon us all. but whom is wise enough to prepare for what is coming next?!

May ALLAH makes us among the people of Jannah. Amin... :)

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everything should've been over.

07.56a.m 

Too much of anything can make you sick, Even the good can

be a curse (curse), Makes it hard to know which road to 

go down, Knowing too much can get you hurt, Is it better,  

is it worse?, Are we sitting in reverse?, It's just like 

we're going backwards, I know where I want this to go,  

Driving fast but let's go slow, What I don't wanna do is 

crash, no! 

one thing keeps running in my head. don't be a robot. doing things in life only for your dunya satisfaction. are you ready enough for akhirat?! 

DON't FIGHT.

A peace is of the nature of a conquest; for then both parties nobly are subdued, and neither party loser.
'William Shakespear'

“O mankind! There has come to you a direction from your Lord and a healing for the diseases in your hearts,and for those who believe, a guidance and a Mercy” Qur’an- (10:57)

so, actually i've found my cure. i just have to work hard for it. soon this will end. and i'll be living a normal life  like everyone else. and this is what i'm wishing for since 3years.

I'll be there as soon as I can.

But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before.

"unintended"

mood ::
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~lysergdiethel®~

11.43a.m

really i want to write. but i dunno know how...........!













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untitled?

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up and down

05.41p.m ::

when you're at your lowest moments and everything's ruined., then you realise there's someone at her/his highest moments, smiling. you should be thankful that you're once at the top before. and you'll be back on top., with the biggest smile you have. one dayyy., soon.
Believe me., there is NO cure. but., Have faith in HIM. 










mood :: music :: ~lysergdiethel®~

blogger hebat.

19.40p.m ::



nak je letak link blog tu kat sini. tp xbole la kan. kalau kantoi canne?!
tp kamu blogger hebat. sserius. salute lah. kalau terserempak kat luar pon cam ssegan je. padahal you didn't even know that i'm reading yours. i believe that u'll be a great doctor one dayy. insyaAllah. :)




 mcm mane jika hidup pon terumbang ambing. ssiapa mahu ssupport.?! get real!!!




mood ::
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big momma??! or big tummy with a baby and a *tiny* momma?!

18.30p.m :: thank you for baby Qisha and her mum., a.k.a my highschool bestfriend., for cheering me up. cuz i'm having a bad dayy today.

a lovely couple.a healthy marriage. a cute baby. :)

wedding dayy. :)

OMG after less than a year. look!! this skinny girl got a very big tummy. but did she gain any weigth or not. ?! i wonder. it looks like a fake pregnancy. right?! ppl might think that she put her teddy inside the blouse. hahah. btw this picture was taken a day before delivery.

there she is.! Qisha Nur Qaisara. a beautiful baby with a beautiful name. can't wait to see her.!

  

This was us 6years ago. [kema.jeah.ena.faten.farah.ezlin]. i miss them. :'(

I think this was the last day we were together. 6. ouhh my.  RE-Union is mandatory!!!! but farah (2nd from left)., doing nothing in life but studying medicine. :P you need to book her 1month early., otherwise she'll not be joining you at any party. any occasion. heh.

i ate a lot todayy. i mean a LOT!!!.

there is NO cure. there'll always be a relapse. but who's to blame?!

dmood :: music :: ~lysergdiethel®~

ohh malayysia.

02.01a.m

br 3weeks eh kat sini. i wanna go home. :(

 everything goes right for you. but everything seems wrong for me.
but its okayyy. ehh. it is NOT okayy. but i'll get over it somehow. :)


here., a nice one from chris medina...







mood ::
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erti syukur.

02.31a.m (GMT+8) :: oi.oii.



ak rasa Allah dah kasi banyak sangat kat aku. knape la aku nie manusia x bersyukur???!
hidup nie macam ssenang. tapi ssusah.
ak dengki tengok orang lain hidup carefree jaa.
ak nak jugak. tp banyak sngt persoalan buatku runsing.
aku tau ape aku buat tak betul. ak mencari waktu yang ssesuai. i'm waiting. which is like forever.!
that time will ever come??! that is my Question.
semuanya ssusah. orang tengok boleh cakap macam2. dalam hati ssape tahu?! Allah tahu.
muka tebal. ssakit jiwa. hati macam kosong.

paku dulang paku serpih. mengata orang dia yang lebih

facebook nie melampau. atau facebook users yg melampau?!

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Will you be FORGIVEN?! 

mood ::
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restoration

10.11a.m (GMT +8)
04.11a.m (GMT +2)


6days since i left home. now i'm here in egypt which i did not miss at all back then when i was in malaysia. i love malaysia. i love everything about malaysia. except... (there're always exception in everything-but maybe this one only applies to me). heh. except...except..uhh. nvm. xpenting. !

i almost finish the list of movies that i want to watch this summer. still some boring movies remaining. but i like -The Hole-"Hello.,this is lucas thompson" .,cute!
-Dinner with Schmucks- the best of all. i like barry!.and his mice.haha.
-St Trinians The Legend of Fritton Gold- never knew that shakespear is a woman and... jongang. poor her.
-The Mechanic - "you don't look like Arthur" - muka ganas. name Arthur. hee.
-The Box - "Simply never push the button"
-Senjakala- typical Malay Muvee. not that interesting. liyana jasmayy is cute. Arman is so adorable bila pegang2 tlinga. but Zed Zaidi??! eww.
-Psych season 1 - my fav Shawn Spencer! "slender-er.Rllrrl." . hahah. lawak la Shawn. *5stars*
-Limitless- boring. for me. cite nie xlogic. if only someone could make drugs like that. there will be no failure in life.
-Edge of Darkness-  love of a father to his daughter.
-321cinta- gila.gila.gila. manede pompuan camtu. ade ke?!
-The Haunted School- i don't know if this one is really a ghoststory or a lovestory. huh.
-Grown Up - adult jokes.! pheww.
-Kick-Ass- boring.boring.boring.
-Green Hornet- He's not really a superhero.
-The mirror 2- not bad.


ouh. i can't remember the rest of movies that i watched. quite a review i've wrote. hehe.


aaaa... *yawning* .
i'm looking foward for Paeds round next week. i'm so not excited bout this. but..its okayy. i'm a student anywayy. it takes 10months to fly again to malaysia. hee.can't wait!
bye fellas.









mood ::
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heartless.!

22.21 pm ::

 heartless. heartless. heartless.
can you live without a heart?! 



why egypt?! - jauhnyaa nak pegi lg. malas.!
paeds group. 07-04-112 kat section 2??! darn!
xpenah lg x satu group ngan neiza. heh. malang nasibku.
but everything happens for a reason. He knows best. so., thats okayy i guess.
i'll survive it somehow.. :)







i like bruno mars's songs.

mood ::
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~lysergdiethel®~

ALLAH.

23.36 p.m

Amazingly., Allah ckp smua benda dah dlm Al-Quran. mcm mane akhirat nnt...
syurga. neraka. ape lg yg kita nakk?? cuba kalau prof ckp smua ape yg akan masuk exam nnt..
just do as Al-Quran said...

“Dan orang-orang yang bersungguh-sungguh berusaha di dalam agama Kami, nescaya Kami akan beri petunjuk kepada  mereka akan jalan-jalan kami.”  (Al-Ankabut: 69)

 
if Allah gives us Hidayah. we need Taufiq...
*Taufiq :: ialah sesuatu yang diciptakan oleh Allah SWT yang mendorong seseorang itu untuk melakukan kebaikan jika perkara tersebut berada di dalam dirinya



mcm mane mahu kuat?! ak pon sngt lemah....

have FAITH in HIM.......

btw.. idk what colour i put to the fonts...they're all red. heh.



mood :: music :: ~lysergdiethel®~

hari tido.

16.45p.m



apelah. ssejak start elective course nih asyek tido jaa.
padahal kelas 3jam je.
heh.
x productive lahh ramadhan kali nih.
huaaa.
manebole.!
esok kurang tido
okayyy?!
















mood :: music :: ~lysergdiethel®~

i'm too lazy to move,

08.25 a.m

i think i've fallen in love with cinnamon. ! :)

so i want cinnamon rolls. or pecan bites. like., right now?! 

Smile, without a reason why
Love, as if you were a child,
Smile, no matter what they tell you
Don't listen to a word they say
Cause life is beautiful that way.

Tears, a tidal wave of tears
Light, that slowly disappears
Wait, before you close the curtain
There is still another game to play
And life is beautiful that way

to all new SRs. congrates. !
btw i'm posting this pretending that they're reading this junkies. hahah.

mood :: music :: ~lysergdiethel®~