showOFF!

04.43a.m

baby, you dont hve to showoff what you have. cuz i don't care. nobody cares.



mood :: music :: ~lysergdiethel®~

its me.

00.34 a.m :: diseasedbrain.

well., you'll only be pitied even when you shows the truth inside.

that is how it'd be.


but you're not totally screwed. you have much to appreciate. :)







mood ::
music ::

~lysergdiethel®~

thinking is free. do it more often okayy. :)

 11.41 a.m :: aaa..

supposed to be easy.??!

i really need a thingking cap. a good one. :)

 

 

 

it's true that sometimes doctors have no idea whats going on with u. but they're doing their best somehow. :)

mood :: ssuka. =)
music :: jason derulo :: ridin solo

 

LORD SAPPHIRE!

12.01p.m :: kspci!kspci! plg HOTT la kot skarang nie. kan?kan?

merah vs BIRU vs hijau vs kuning.

hee~  different P.O.V ::

1. golongan atasan ::


pengarah + timbalan --> uish. busy2. mcm2 kene buat. urus2. pk2. masalah pape sume dpt kat mereka yg berkenaan. ish2.  [dah jd superwoman dah kakak kita tu haa] :)

2. golongan ajk :: 

s/u --> tiba2 kene translate pulak. bukan nk ckp awal2 adeyh.
bendahari --> bajet xckp nie. [ bagi duet 5gneh. 5gneh utk 600gneh. bygkan mcm mane tebal duet tu. o_O?! arab pon xnak. haha. ]
ajk sponsor --> sape lg nak sponsor nie??! kementerian sukan ckp nk sponsor tp lost without a trace. >.< .  ajk peralatan --> insyaAllah semua peralatan cukup.
ajk kebersihan --> plastik smpah yg jadi smpah. smpai plg awal plak tu time game. bagus!
ajk keselamatn sndiri lah yg xselamat. penat berkejaran kot. good job diana!!
ajk acara masih dormant. xde keje lg. best!! patot pilih yg ni aritu. huhu .
ajk permainan --> mcm mane anda sekalian??
ajk adiah --> pening lah!!! bak kata nanie no money no talk! mcm tu lah arab. geramnye. >_________< .

3. golongan players. :: 

--> mahalnye kene bayar.contoh ::  boling 40 gneh. ape nie? (okay. korang xtaw ke kalau korang maen sdiri pon dah 36 gneh 2 game. mknn disediakan. tu xcampur duet medal lg. pk jaoh sket boleyh x? jeng2. tiba2 emo pulak. ahaa~ xde sy ulang ayat pihak atasan saja.hehe )

-->kawad leceh la. dh la xckp orang. xde tempat nk praktis pulak tu. asal buat kawad? *hoho. no komen* . asal xcancel je kawad ?? *bila dah plan tu ingt sukati je ke nak cancel? korang xtaw penat lelah pihak2 di atas plan. kertas kerja lagi. duet. huh*

--> okay2. masuk je la acara pape.. pukul 7 start? xpe. pegi lmbt xpe je. mcm xbiasa. *ape? ape? ingt court tu free ke kitorang tempah? ingt bole maen sukati je ke. ingt senang nk dpt nak cari ke? ssusah!!!!!nak deal ngan arab lg. dh la arab ni leceh. masa maen terhad. so sila tepati masa. dear players. =) *. even bukan ak pon yg ssh2 buat keje tu. tp ak taw la jugak penat lelah dorang. hee~ *

golongan penyokong ::

gilaa best la korang!!!haha. thanxs dgn botol2. havoc dan meriah. ssuka2!! psst --> terharu la sbb korang snggup tanned kan muka skali. hehe.  sape boleh??? BIRU!! cool~



golongan dormant. ::

--> ape la korang buat xmasok pape eh? haha~ best kan? bole jage muka. putih berseri. xpe la. at least ade la wakil lam kelas tu utk nmpk kelas tu ceria sket. kalau x dull n lusterless. sume muka itam sbb sunburn. tu la. sunblock xde =p *aku la tu. org laen x kott*. turun la join2. sokong2. sorak2. best ape?! hee~

okay. golongan ape lg wujud??????




waaaa. at last bole jugak tulis blog pnjang2. yess! ptg nie SC. kak nadia kami datang. hehe. *xsabar nye* :)

2-3 lepas.sy terjaga. sakit! :( . then i fix it. now i'm fine =)

mlm ni ping pong single. atlet sila dtg awal. before pkl 7. arahan timbalan pengarah kita kak an-najah. 

12.42 pm :: eh lame pulak buat entry haa. :)

mood :: undefined.
music :: A7x - afterlife.








~lysergdiethel®~

lagi?

03.50 am :: another insomnia. another nite.


a lots of fun.
someone wasnt there to share. ;(

betol. nana. dah 20. enjoy ur 20 =). dah tua. bagus. ahaa.

skali lg coffe~ another celebrations
happy birthday nana :)

bila mahu ke rumah kak nadia?alamak?!
nak pegi. nak pegi. *ssory sy slalu mcm nie*

sy xyakin sy mmpu berlari2 mengejar bola esok bersama rakan2.
but i'll try my best!!
kalau anda2 sekalian baek ati. sila call sy sejam sbelom pkl 8. which mean kol 7pg la.
hehe.


hurm..esok maulidur rasul kol 5.30 d asrama.





mood :: startsruck?! :)
music :: snowpatrol -run







~lysergdiethel®~

eardrum.

4:54a.m :: ok ak ade inflammation of ear drum = otitis media. kate doc =(

otitis media during exam weeks?dats so NOT COOL! + those prescribed drugs .huh. i hate pills.-_-.


ok. doc., cite sket. asal ubat nie lps mkn sy rase makin teruk huh? before just rase xslesa ngan tlinga nie je. skarang bile dh telan ubat nie. satu bdn rse xsihat dh. apekah? exam lg 3 hari kot. jgn la mcm nie. xnk mkn ubat bole? tp doc prescibed antibiotic lak. *Augmentin* + analgesic anti-infalmmatory (NSAIDs) + antihistamine (LORATADINE) . hoho. ok sume tu non-sedative drugs.so xde a nk buat sy tido. tp asal buat sy insomnia?? ;(( + ade GIT disturbance kot. nausea. mcm ade aura2 nk muntah je nie. adeyh. mcm mane nie.


ak still lam dilema lg. UK ke. sinai ke. malaysia ke. :p.*kidding* . malaysia konfem xbole. ho.ho. okay.bile ntah nk bole decide. 

excited gile kot bace post anda smalam OLE OLE =) . rajin2 la buat post eh. xde a ak bosan. hehe.



mood :: dizziness.headache.
music ::







~lysergdiethel®~

hitam itu menawan =)

13.15a.m::  If something "goes without saying," why do people still say it? 



sec3 in black. nice~

sempena besday dil ngan ira. happy besday korang. gudluck exam. ^^

 mood ::
music ::

today. i realize somethin'. which is not good. i don't like it. at all!.

sseriously i should stop.really!

~lysergdiethel®~

silent please.

5.24a.m :: senyap la. if u really dont want to annoy ppl around you.

sorry for last nite. =( . 

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ini. xde kaitan :: another story :: laen kali kalau ak ckp lame2 lg. ingtkan ak utk stop okay? xnk la kacau lame2 lg time2 exam nie. n ssory jugak. ;( . slamat stadi. semoga smpai seru cepat sket. =p


okeyh. berusahe. yosh!!

mood :: musim sejuk yg makin sejuk haish!
music ::







~lysergdiethel®~

lalala~

8.44.am :: sementara tggu transfer lagu ..

betol ke human rights.United Nations.General Assembly. ade fungsi? .
i doubt that.

 

 

 

lalala~

mood ::
music ::







~lysergdiethel®~

seems different.

6.00 a.m :: another struggling day.ye ke?

coutndown :: 13days left.

nothing much. saje nk mngarut pagi2 nie :p.
seems like i didn't manage to get a good deep sleep last nite. sigh. -_- .
those *crazy* arabs. aah!!geramnye! . calling me hundred times. nk ape haa? ak xphm bhs arab lah.

something wrong ngan organ of corti ak? blurr gile smalam ckp kat fon. seb baek hang up cepat. hoho =( .

last train home-lost prophets.kristy are you doing okay?.halftruism.- the offsprings. =)

lol~

mood :: adetargetnie.
music ::







~lysergdiethel®~

jgn lupe ade spore bearer bacilli.

17:30p.m :: awas lntai toilet licin. haih.

exam ::

1. microb :: esok.

2. HR : isnin

3. Pharma :: rabu

4. Anat : khamis

aaa..ingtkan.ingtkan. emm., xde ape lah. haih. rupenye sec 1 ade exam 3hari stret eh? hoho. kesiannye. berusahe korang. gudluck!! =)

stadi directly propotionate to bilangan limau.
hipotesis :: semakin bnyk stadi. smakin bnyk mkn limau. owh smakin kaya pakcik limau.oyeah!
ad fav baru :: flutes *yummy*
chipsy xsedap lg. xnk dah.siyes.

saw VI dah kluar? jgn harap sy nk tgk :p .

stadi jgn selfish. think for the sake of others too. ingt kita sorang je ke nk excellent?ingt best ke excellent sorang2? kalo semua excellent br best!! try la  =)

bacillus antracis?! haih. malu je~ . br discover yg i've almost totally forgot about those precious spore bearer bacilli.cess. seb bek ade org excellent ingtkn =p .











mood :: enasaidi is trying hard to focus on her study. seriously. focus level 45%. i need 99 % at least!!!
music ::







~lysergdiethel®~

avatar.kot.

19.15p.m :: tggu bell balik. nk g *kuba* lagi.

bukan sbb lapa. tp sbb murah. eh mahal jugak. tp sbb bkn sng nk mkn mknn mahal yg murah. heh. :) .
+ niza xpegi lg. hoho.

hari nie miserable kot. microb!! ;((

so., xde secret lg. emm., i'm just fine. so., hope dat evrythin' just fine ;-s .

avatar. best =) . costa coffee pon best jugak nak buat ak insomnia. tachycardia.muscle twitches. tu la gediks pegi minum 2 kali sape suruh.! hangover.hangover. *thanxs kpd semua yg berkenaan :)*

bowling?. ceyh. loser :p .

exam? haa..next week ade 3. hoho.

buku? wawawa. lame dh xbace. ssory la. ;((

kelas? dh nk abes selasa nie. so pegi la kelas sume org. jgn gediks nk ponteng :p






mood :: emm.,
music ::







~lysergdiethel®~

BELL palsy.BELLadona.deciBEL.nabilone.

17'19 p.m :: owh. post ats permintaan si gediks. yg bernama sekian2 spt yg ditulis.

bukan calang2 orang tu. rumet ku. huhu. hebat! sume buku dye masuk.anat physio, fama. ish2. ak nih tumpang femes bell. bangge la an ade rumet femes cam dye. lalala~

oh.oh. alamak. sometimes u should just keep it for urself. tu la kau ena. bnyk ckp lg. sume bende nk ckp an. ish. ssory ;( . emm., chill kayh. haih. 

owh. ade org tu. mata 4. ade ati la kan nk bace lam gelap . wekk :p

SC katenye kol 5.30. ok. dh pkl 5.26p.m. alamak!!!ok2. gtg. oi cik bell. ak nk g makey cheesecake umh nas nie. ha.ha. jgn jeles.  :p


mood ::
music ::







~lysergdiethel®~

patho.patho

7:17 a.m :: human rights first nie. bole ponteng x? hehe.


ptg nie exam patho.sy kene berusahe. knape? when it comes to pathology. sy kene tachycardia teros.
wahaha.eh ape gelak2? its not a joke. betol. dah 2sem xleh A. nie target sy 3rd year. nak A patho. doakan sy semua. A patho. ramai2. insyaAllah. ameen ;)


mood :: risau nie ;(
music :: alhamdulillah-maher zain







~lysergdiethel®~

awak jahat ;((

9.43 a.m :: lmbtnye kol 1 nk g SC.

eh awk!
awk nie knape? ape mslh awk?
awk nk sy syg awk sorang je ke?
sy syg dia jugak.
mmg. sy ssuka sngt awk.
tp sy suka dia jugak. dia fragile.
sbb tu sy concern dia lbeh.
awk kene la paham.
asal awk buat mcm tu kat dia?
sy sdeyh taw x. :((
smpai ati awk. saket ati sy. kita clash ah . nak?
tp. sy still suka awk jugak. awk macho.
tp..ape awk dh buat kat dia.. ;(( .
ape sy nk buat biar dia balik kpd asal.,
xsuka tgk dia jd mcm tu.
sy berusaha keras kot pg td.
last2 awk sia2kan je usaha sy 2 jam tuh.
ingt sy xpenat ke? penat taw x!!
ahh..ni la hadiah new year awk kat sy. emm., thanxs je la ;( .
ssh jugak nk deal ngan *merah* nih. adoi.

pape pon. awk pon take care kat luar sane.
jgn jatuh taw. nt kotor. penat pulak saye.
harap2 x hujan arini.

have a nice day.

dh ade org jd 1st person wish gudmorning for 2010 nih. haha. klaka. neway thanxs ;p .

mood :: sdeyh ;((
music :: we don't care - akon







~lysergdiethel®~

ajk?

5.24 p.m :: amalina saidi - ajk karnival sukan iskandariah.. huh apekah?

kak an-najah!!!
xnak jd ajk sukan tu. waawawa..
ade meeting? owh apekah?apekah?
xpenah pegi meeting nih. mcm mane kah?

*kalau la akak taw sy xnak. kalo la sy boleh ckp xnak* .
hoho.  ;(( .


heppy kot smalam. thanxs. nice =)

mood ::
music ::







~lysergdiethel®~

unique.

21.43 p.m - br je lps blk cpr :(

everyone's unique in their own special way. just wait till the world identifies you. and you. u're special too. so buat ape nk tiru org? tiru org? hekeleh. mane ade gaye -_- . nak buat mirrror image ape?.oouh..ade org xsuka penipu. ade gak org xsuka *peniru* . mmg ssh nk  buat org suka je. tp kalo xbuat benda yg org xsuka xbole ke?.berckp dr segala aspek.secara *jisim*nya [bak kata saem sy]

.owh.lalala~ . ini bukan post emo. :p . ini post org yg tersengguk2 + terhangguk2 time kls CPR >.< 


mood ::
music ::







~lysergdiethel®~

ini saya =)

3:24a.m :: i'm 19. :)

limbic system tidak stabil. biasalah. skali sbulan mmg cmtu kot.

nak taw., ak degil. betol xtipu. aish -_- .
nak taw lg.,? ak kebal. betol. xtipu!! *ok. yg ni tipu kot*
x nak taw,?ak dh matang sket compare ngan 2nd year dulu.kot.^^
sbb tu. post pn dh kurang. org mtg.*ok la. agak matang la an*. kene pk dulu before tulis.
bkn nye tls semua. sometin' just probably inappropiate to write.

emm., still., my childish acts tu. xtaw la. just sbb ak xske take serious psl somethin' kot.
but i know when to act like 19. 19 je pon. bkn 20 cam bell :p . ade je bende yg ak bole take serious.

when it comes tu problem solving *bukan PBL* ., ak rase ak matang je :p . haha *koya*.
cuma sometimes tu kne rujuk abah jugak. n act., ak homesick nie. ;(( . nak balik!!

lps midterm cuti. dkt 2weeks kot. xtaw. nk blk mesia ke nk g edin. tp kalo g edin., ain da blk mesia. xbest la!!. tp nk tgk asyraf fiqry tu ;( . kalo blk mesia. emm., abah mst xkasi nie. haih. kalo x. duk egypt je la.

nak taw., ak xbole stadi nie skarang. xtaw la knape. xde mood la. taw je exam da dekat. xtaw pon smalam ade revision para n next week exam? OMG.>.< . pegi revision smalam pon mcm br 1st time tgk sume tu. ape nie ena. ish.

lame xkluar. haha. xmcm ak :p . rase mcm duet bnyk je. tp nk kluar pon.,xtaw nk buat ape. stiap kali plan pon mst xjd. asal? sbb suprachiasmic ak nih skema betol. betol2 ontime buat ak tido. ;) . ak nk kluar jgk nnt la. nk cari heater. ssejuk lah!! .

ok.

Everytime you feel like you cannot go on
You feel so lost
That your so alone
All you is see is night
And darkness all around
You feel so helpless
You can`t see which way to go
Don`t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side

maher zain - insyaAllah 

rindu kak nadia. sserious. bila nk SC?

mood :: undefined.
music :: maher zain - awaken ;)







~lysergdiethel®~

going down.

16.49 :p.m :: lame xtido ptg. emm.,tido best kan? :)

tido sbb xtaw nk buat ape. ye ke? tido sbb sejuk + ngantuk + emm.,

alamak. subconcious act. dh t'cerita somethin' kat stranger. knpe mcm tu pulak? sbb talk to stranger lg senang. bila org tu xknal n xtaw pape. just need someone to listen. sbb nye. ak nie. mcm nie. ak ad gene nie. kalo ade pape pon. mmg ak xbole simpan sorang. berat kot ;( .lgpon mmg ak suke story2 kat org nih. hehe. gediks. ok. abaikan.

arini masok lmbt lg praktikal. aiseyh. bz nih. kalah SR. haha. owh esok present para ke?ke? waa..xsaba nye >.< .

 it takes u down to go up. emm., berusahe mlm nie. yosh!

mood :: xok kot.
music :: maher zain :: thank you Allah







~lysergdiethel®~

oi!

17.52p.m :: midterm III dah abes. overall. emm., midterm td plg bolox skali. midterm II plg ssh skali. midterm I x ingt dh. lame sngt. haha.

careless knape? tnda B dan C . mcm prof taw je act ak nk jwb B. *dgn harapan prof bace nie* . haha~

nak komen ::

commed - 3 soklan je pon. tp slh semua!! asal msk yg cikgu x ajr pon? >.< . xsuke!
physio - xtaw knape nystagmus time exam. cess.
patho - 2 soklan je? emm.,
para - soklan ape eh kuar td? owh. lentile soup ;p
anat - AICA dan PICA . typing error. oh. hrp anda dh betolkan -_- .sory2.
pharma - MAC value. MAC value. MAC value. ape? MCD ak taw la. hish.

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sape yg terbace post smalam. dh ckp abaikan.*mekti konfem bace. hish* . sbb biase mekti dan hamba Allah sorang nie mst smpat aje bace post2 yg xperlu tu. tp naseb baek skang mekti je la kot yg tggal kalo t'bace pon. hamba Allah sorang nie. xtaw la mane dye pegi. nk maen hide n seek ke? xtaw la nk cr kat mane. xsudi join kitorang kat sini dah.

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owh i wonder.., emm., owh abaikan.

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ulum nk mkn sedap2 ye? eh ulum. biase ak yg mintak ngan kau yg sdp2. ckp kat ak. huh. lmbt lg la. ak msk bile ntahnye sedap.hoho.

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mekti n da geng. pegi san ye? hoho. enjoy2.*nice*

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waaa.. cafe hostel best la. *like* . bnyk sy mkn tadi. suka2!! nak pegi lg. nak mkn baanyaak!!

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eji keje pizza hut? owh.

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mlm nie nk buat ape? ok. slain asgment para yg xbuat pape lg tu. hehe. nk kuar. nk kuar g mnm cappuccino. sbb sy suka cappuccino. tp mahal. air secawan lg mhl drpd nasi sepnggan yg sedap kat cafe hostel tu.  sy xde duet. nak sponsor? haha. xpe la. sy kenyang. so xde feel ah. ;p

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esok. ade kelas ke? PBL dh xde lg eh? mane la sy taw. hehe. pndai2 lak bgtaw org ad pbl baru. error lg. hish. kalo nak taw esok sy mls g kelas.betol! * and yeah.i'm lying*

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sy nak buat post pnjg arini. knape? ikut suka la! haha. xde la. sy bosan. sy nk tido. tp sy nk solat isyak dulu. so tido sy xt'ganggu. hehe.

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ade org kate kan, nk ajk sy tgk newmoon. tp org nie.unpredictable.kejap nak kejap xnak. dye pelik kan? haha. tp dye kate sy yg pelik ;p. lps ajk dye takot kwn dye touching lak kalo xpegi ngan *kwn* dye nie. kalo camtu sy nk touching jugak la kalo xpegi ngan sy ;p . ok2. *kidding* . xpe2. xkesah la anda pegi ngan sape2 pon. asal anda bole tgk sudeyh. no worries =) .

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emm., kat ats td tulis mereka ke san ye? nmpknye ade kurang satu dr mereka. ad yg t'tido. yg plg smngt tu la yg tido nye. wahaha. lawok2. oi. bgn la. pegi san! ;p .

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owh arini birthday wanie ngan mirror. exam td mst korang buat yg plg best an? bagos. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ;)

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sabtu nie exam lg. khamis depan exam jugak. exam aje. aura2 exam dh start kluar da. pasni mcm2 exam la ade kot. lg pon sem nie dh nk abes. final dh nk dekat kot. waa. xsuka aura final. aura2 plg tense skali. xsuka lah.
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SC??

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pegi smbut maal hijrah kat mndarah nice jugak aritu. just motion sickness je naek bas. hesh. ustz kamal dr ganu. haha. lawok2. *kakah emas* . * awk la ayah. awk la mak. mintak sign sket* =)) . [ selawat pg dan ptg. bkn ssh pon. jgn lupe ] . part persembahan PERUBATAN. emm., mnarik. maher zain ye? best! *like* . kawan2 sila dgr lagu maher zain. tp sy xdpt CD ;(

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stakat sy blaja medic nie. part plg mnarik. block plg mnarik. CNS kot. *like* . pnyakit2 mcm parkinson, cholera dan sbg nya. mcm mnarik gak. xde darah. hee~ . xsuka darah. ttbe ingt plak ad org ckp nie * drh merah. so lawa ape. kate suke kaler merah*. haha. klaka .

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dh lame x update playlist sy. mcm xde bnyk lgu baru pon. ish. bosan kot. ;( .

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nak taw., sy dh berjaye stop mkn limau. tp baru 2 hari xmkn. tp act sy nk beli limau. tp pakcik tu xde. hoho. limau best. yg mslhnye sy mkn 2 kilo shari. ish. -_-

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19:24 :: emm., dah bosan? sseriosly dr td duk karang post nie.*nak gak biar dye jd pnjg.hehe*

sila beratur di mana sahaja anda berada. *Queue up.please!*

 haha ;) . ok. la. nak buat para nie. nnt miror marah xanta esok. hehe^^


















mood :: emm. biasa je kot. ;) *baru pas abes exam* ;)
music :: watcha say.







~lysergdiethel®~